Dear boy I love,
Im sorry for everything i did to you. I know you’ve moved on and that your done with me completely but honestly i cant seem to forget about you. Everyday i think about us, and what we used to be. When we were together, that was the happiest time of my life. And i know all these things im saying won’t change anything between us, but I have so many things to say to you. I know we’ve said goodbye for good but theres some things i have to tell you before I finally let you go. You changed my life..Before you I had never been so close to someone before. No ones truely ever ment something to me. And the first time i felt like I actually ment something to someone. You gave me hope that everything was going to be okay, so i didn’t give up. But I still don’t understand how you could let go of what we have so easily. Don’t you remember all the times we’ve had together , all the memories, all the moments. Even if they didnt last that long they mean everything to me now. I know i should’nt care so much but theres just something about you that makes me want you so bad, maybe its the fact i can’t have you or just the fact that you gave up on me. Everyone in my life has given up on me and never believed in me, you did…. You made me feel like i was worth something and that anything was possible. I know you really dont wanna hear this but I had to tell you. I cant keep going on like this its ruining my life.. I cant seem to do anything right anymore. When i’m with you I feel special. .I know writing this makes me sound kinda pathetic…But i had to let you know…I wouldnt be able to to live with myself knowing i never got to say goodbye the right way. So here it goes… Goodbye.
Forget the risk and take the fall..if it’s meant to be it’s worth it all.
Ever since I met you, it hasn’t been the same. All you got me doing is drawing hearts around your name.♥
